i've realized that this blog has become more of a place to showcase my favorite songs and music videos ... i haven't really posted anything about me or my life recently ... and that's just as well - life's going way to fast to stop and write about it
tho it helps once in a while to stop and reflect ... especially to get everything written down in a logical format so that life makes more sense to me instead of becoming one big blur
i've been thinking again lately ... which is usually bad news ... i think it's the weather ... the summer heat always changes things ... and right now, i feel out of my head - pun intended ... something about that music video i find so cool ... like, the very few times i actually went out during the fall ... or even the summer before that ... just the "night life" ... or for that matter, any life at all ... i'm really missing that right now ... which is ironic cuz i was so resistant to it during the fall ... ya know - being so wrapped up and absorbed in my studies ... i was lucky to ever go out at all - the clubs, the concerts, the parties, the people, etc. ... but i only took that for granted then ... now ... i'm still getting a lot of that ... especially last week, but now i'm appreciating it more ...
... i dunno what i'm trying to say ... life is good ... some stuff is missing, but ... there's no monkey bone in the works, so that's good ... kinda worried about the upcoming fall semester tho ... i'm thinking of taking 5 courses, but i dunno if i should ... might be too much for me, but i'm tempted ... but if i do, that means no more fun for rey ...
... speaking of which, i should stop having fun right now ... i'm already behind in my readings ... so i better start getting focused ... ... anyways, i don't really have much to write right now ... juss wanted to post something up ... and to change my showcase music video <- good song, great video <3 Mobile
